Sleep On It

By Hannes Grobe/AWI (Own work) [CC BY 3.0 (], via Wikimedia Commons

Sleep per Day: (Target) 7h30m / day (Actual) 7h17m  / day (45 day average)

I get excited too quickly. And I usually make very quick decisions when I get excited.

And extreme emotions have never done me any good.

But there’s something that got me excited that made me stay up all night not being able to sleep on Sunday night.

I’m quite happy being single and couldn’t envision not being single, but I just realized I’ve met my number 10, and it’s someone who I’ve known for some time.

She’s got practically every single quality that I’d really want in a partner.

But thank goodness I didn’t act upon it on Sunday night because I think I’d regret it just like every other major decision that was rushed.

After all I haven’t figured out her beliefs / worldview on a certain few aspects of life that are extremely important for me.

If it’s not a perfect fit, if she’s not a number 10 in the end, I’m not going for it. But if she is, I really don’t want to regret looking back in life that I missed out on a number 10.

I intend to be very open, honest and direct as I don’t want to play around.

Hope it turns out well.

**Update Oct 1 2015** I’m glad I slept on it for many nights, because my emotions quickly cooled down between the time I asked her to meet over coffee and the actual meeting. Before the meeting happened I already knew I didn’t want to go ahead with my plan.


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